arghhhhh life is frustrating and timing is everything.

i know what i want. i always did. dont ask why.

im back home and i hate it. 

im so confused.......i have had so much on my mind lately and i cant stand it...i met a new friend today ....hes sweet...heh...i met him at a red light....i think we are meant to be together...i hope i see him around again...his name is trevor.

my life is one big soap opera....seriously the weirdest things always happen to me, the weirdest people always find some way into my life...and you know what, i think im starting to like it

give me a call and we'll talk  

last night scott took me out to dinner for my birthday...we went to olive garden and only waited 5 minutes...we cheated the system haha....it was so nice and i had a lot of fun...we havent hung out in a while and im so glad that we finally got to....we caught up on life ...im so glad that i have someone like him around.

just a side note: leave me alone. i dont want you in my life. nothing will change that. i know its hard to do but maybe you should try and find a girl that actually wants you. hah oh yeah i forgot, girls dont like stalker boys who slap them. too bad.

you have no idea about what i am going through.